第48章 &span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>們&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>禁忌話題

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>在被子裏悶&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>會兒才漸漸冷靜下來&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>對於&span css=&ot;ntext_kw20&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>夢中之吻&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>現在去回憶&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>但&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>覺得反感&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>甚至還&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>點貪戀&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw20&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>吻&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>像&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>溫暖和安全感&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>樣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>都&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>曾經渴望過&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>現在也貪戀&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>但&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>生性內斂&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>並&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>太會表達自己&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>感情&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    最後&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>選擇閉口&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>談&span css=&ot;ntext_kw20&ot;>&/span>件事&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>當&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>真&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>做&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>夢&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>現實中從來也沒發生過&span css=&ot;ntext_kw20&ot;>&/span>事&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>免得彼此尷尬&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>畢竟日子還要過下去&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    可&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>什&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>都&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>說&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>再怎&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>聰明也猜&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>到&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>所&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>想法&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>隻能繼續猜&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>越猜心越慌&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>尤其&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>看&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>連話都&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>願跟&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>說&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>怎&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>會知道&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>想跟&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>說話&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>而&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>知道該說什&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>兩&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>人麵對麵本來&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>需要勇氣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>可&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>像發消息那&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>簡單隨意&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    如此過&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>幾天&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>終於忍&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>住&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>現在回&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>佳人上班&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>雖然&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>依舊會在每天中午去龍鳳酒樓陪&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>吃飯&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>但感覺&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    周末在家&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>舊事重提：“&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>那晚&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>事都&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>對&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>鄭重&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>向&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>道歉&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>想要怎&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>罰&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>都行&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>但能&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>能&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>要跟&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>冷戰？”

    “&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>並沒&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>跟&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>冷戰&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>”&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>說到那&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>吻&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>別扭&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>臉也跟著紅&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>起來&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>“而且&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>跟&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>說過&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>那件事到此為止&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>誰也&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>要再提起&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>”

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>語氣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>點小委屈：“沒跟&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>冷戰&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>那&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>為什&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>都&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>理&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>？”

    看&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw20&ot;>&/span>模樣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>點想扶額：“&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>……&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>理&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>？”

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>：“……”

    確實&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>能說&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>理&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>每次&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>主動跟&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>說話&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>都會回應&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>可&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>覺得&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>對勁&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>低頭&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>敢對上&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>視線：“&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>沒&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>錯&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>錯&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>自己&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>妻子&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>那本&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>責任&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>夠盡責&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>”

    夫妻責任絕對&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>們&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>禁忌話題&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>旦涉及到&span css=&ot;ntext_kw20&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>問題對話基本&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>完&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>連&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>可&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>敢輕易觸碰&span css=&ot;ntext_kw20&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>話題&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>連忙打住話題：“好吧&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>那當&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>什&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>都沒說&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>隻要&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>沒&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>生&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>氣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>”

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>歎氣：“&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>生&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>氣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>也保證以後&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>再提&span css=&ot;ntext_kw20&ot;>&/span>件事好嗎？”

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>鄭重&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>點頭：“好……&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>答應&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>再也&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>提&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>”

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw20&ot;>&/span>次談話過後&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>和&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>關係&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>點緩解&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>原本&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>知該說什&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>偶爾也會主動找話題跟&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>聊&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>以前都&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>獨來獨往&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>沒&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>朋友和家人&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>善於表達自己&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>感情和想法&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>現在為&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>在努力改變&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>如今被&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>顰&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>笑牽動著&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>微笑&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>能樂半天&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>皺眉&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>也會跟著胡思亂想&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>過&span css=&ot;ntext_kw20&ot;>&/span>些都僅限於在家裏&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>旦離開&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>家門&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>依舊&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>那&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>生人勿近&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>總裁&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw20&ot;>&/span>可&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>原則問題&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>溫柔和多情僅屬於&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>如果可以&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>永遠&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>想&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>看到&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>冷血無情&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>麵&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>但&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>知道&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>可能&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>身份&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>像&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>定時炸彈&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>遲早會爆炸&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>而&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>所能做&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>在爆炸之前&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>讓自己住進&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>心裏&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>

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