第9章 做手術,還是不做?

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    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>深吸&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>口&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>現在需要休息&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>些事&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>絕對&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>能讓&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>知道&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

    進入住院部大廳&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>熟練&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>和&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>些護士打招呼&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>臉上掛&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>明媚&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>笑容&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>聲音清脆好聽&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>帶&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>年輕人&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>活力肆意&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

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    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>恩恩&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>謝謝劉姐平時對&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>照顧&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>林微&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>因為心髒出現問題已經在&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>住院半年&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>醫院&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>醫生護士對&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>個笑起&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>好看又很孝順&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>姑娘很&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>好感&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>在&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>時候也幫&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>少忙&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

    二樓206病房&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>盯&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>嘴唇&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>表麵上倒&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>很鎮定&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>心&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>卻猛地揪作&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>團&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>你&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>兩天感覺怎麽樣啊&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

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    林薇削瘦&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>身形靠坐在病床上&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>心疼&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>看&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>女兒忙碌&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>清瘦&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>身影&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>陣酸楚泛上心頭&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>自從&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>到家&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>就沒&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>過上過好日子&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

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    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>都弄好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>你吃飯吧&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>病床上撐起&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>飯桌&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>把早飯放在上麵&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>拉過凳子坐在&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>旁&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>示意&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>趕緊吃&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>還熱&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>呢&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

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    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>臉上&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>東西?&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>早上洗臉&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>看&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>表&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>定&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>盯&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>自己&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>心虛&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>行&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>手心&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>滲出&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>層薄薄冷汗&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>抬手摸摸脖子&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>她今天特意穿&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>高領&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>毛衣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>遮住&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>脖頸上&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>深色吻痕&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>生怕&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>看出&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>怎麽覺得你又瘦&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>瞧瞧&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>臉上&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>就剩雙大眼睛&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>你&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>舍&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>得吃&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>都省下&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>給&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

    聽見&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>說&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>件事&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>偷偷鬆&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>口氣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>直緊繃&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>肩膀也瞬間放鬆下&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>她還以為&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>看到她脖子&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>呢&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>沒&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>啊&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>吃&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>很好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>你又&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>知道&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>從&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>就&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>麽細條&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>怎麽吃都&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>胖&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>多少人都快羨慕死&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>那俏皮&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>表&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>逗笑&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>林薇&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>林薇其實都知道&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>孩子肯定平時舍&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>得吃好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>從盤子&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>拿出&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>個雞蛋&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>讓到女兒麵前&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>表&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>嚴肅&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>把雞蛋吃&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>連連擺手&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>吃過&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>真&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>你&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>吃那&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>也&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>吃&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>林薇把粥碗往桌子上&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>放&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>大&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>副你&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>吃&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>也&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>吃&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>樣子&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>無奈&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>手拿過溫熱&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>雞蛋&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>心翼翼&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>剝開&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>送進嘴&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

    林薇眼睛&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>帶&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>笑意&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>看&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>女兒把雞蛋吃下&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>才重新端起粥碗&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>口喝起&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

    照顧&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>吃完早飯&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>收拾&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>番&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>又把&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>換下&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>衣服洗幹淨&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>才朝宋醫生辦公室走去&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

    敲門進入辦公室&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>打過招呼後就開始詢問&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>最近&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>病&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>宋醫生&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>最近病&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>怎麽樣?&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

    宋醫生推&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>推鼻梁上&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>眼鏡&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>示意&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>坐下說話&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>正要去找你&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>你&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>最近&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>況很&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>病&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>穩定&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>建議還&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>盡快手術&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>急&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>柳葉眉蹩住&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>杏眸&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>帶&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>幾絲慌亂&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>嫣紅唇瓣瞬間失去血色&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>醫生&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>那&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>現在怎麽樣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>?&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>你看&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>你&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>昨天拍&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>胸片&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>心髒血管開始堵塞&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>也&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>你&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>嘴唇紫色越&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>越重&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>原因&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>再&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>手術&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>你&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>會&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>生命危險&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>看&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>麵前眼花繚亂&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>透視片子和病例&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>臉色瞬間蒼白如紙&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>腦海嗡&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>聲炸開&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>片空白&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>無力垂落&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>手止&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>住&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>顫抖&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>連呼吸都感覺肺&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>陣揪疼&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

    宋醫生把&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>反應都看在眼&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>微&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>可察&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>皺眉&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>思索&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>會&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>還&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>開口&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>做手術&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>還&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>做?&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>做&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>們做&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>請盡快給&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>安排手術……&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>心中&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>片慌亂&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>但&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>隻要&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>絲希望&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>她就&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>能放棄&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>手術費初步估計二十多萬&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>還&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>後續&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>治療……&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>宋醫生看&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>眼&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>表&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>希望你要&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>個心理準備&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>知道&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>知道&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>們做&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>錢&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>會準備好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>

    看&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>臉色蒼白&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>走出辦公室&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>宋醫生默默&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>歎&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>口氣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>其實&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>還沒&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>緊急到立即手術&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>地步&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>但&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>上頭吩咐下&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>事&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>他&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>能&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>從&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

    &span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>失魂落魄&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>走出辦公室&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>眼神慌亂&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>腳底&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>片踉蹌&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>撞到人也沒心&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>理會&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>惹&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>身後&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>陣謾罵&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>

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